I dont really have anything evil to say. .mostly im not feeling anything super intensely other than fear of death ? and sometimes disgust and also i find that a feeling of superiority has replaced last year's inferiority complex which you know is the same thing but it is way more comfortable to live with now... I like my classes mostly... I don't have a lot of workload. i don't go anywhere much which I'd like to change. I still don't have anyone I want to go to places with which is unfortunate.